Posted

Mar 26th 2008

Mood

ALIVE!

Music

eyes on me- Faye wong

well.. I should fin the number of the clinic *yes is lame like that*
they should all have my result.. tho I know the usual answer : all in my head I have nothing yadda yadda.. the bumps on my neck and constand headache is just the fruit of my imagination..

oh well.. you know, I'm crazy afterall haha

well, My life has be... well.. very quite lively.. as in.. I am home about once or twice per days...

I meet up with people . friends and such..

I guess I changed ALOT in the past 5 months...

as in wow...

first of lemme spam you with my camwhoreness ;D
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v480/mystery_moongirl/simply%20moi/n738620594_2591840_9454.jpg
so that you cna keep with mah face..

okay, so... to forget my healt and misshaps, I did alot of going out..

wich dind'T help.. cuz my body suddently got weaker after being dumped..

yes.. yes.. I am not proud to say that I have been dumped.. and the worst part is, that I dind'T made it happen.. well, to begin with it WASN't serious.. we both made that clear.. because 1: I just had gone out of somehting overly serious, and I wasn'T ready to jump in.. and 2nd: the guy in question is someone very unstable.. quite charming and everythig, got alon VERY well.. but lesse.. on realtionship side.. he can'T get past the first passion flame.. so it was doomed and I knew it... still.. my ego took the shot worst then the mental.. so my body went on strike.. and I got pissed off and decided to teach a lesson to my body.. war..no sleep no eat.. that was my body's treath.. I was like STFU..so I went to bed at 10pm every other night.. forced myself to eat 3 damned meal... NOTHING.. I layed in bed FOR HOURS.. everythign I ate would go stright back in the toilet ;;..

BUT.. it calmed down.. :) so I am quite fine

actually my life is going in a good way, credit card is being paid off, I meet lotsa interesting people, I have work advencement (got the confirmation that they will keep me after the contract)

the only thing that makes me sad is that I don'T have the time to draw that much anymore :(

but I get serious fun and such :)

I just miss the gang around here :( specially topaz... I eman.. we used to be close.. andnow Im aways i my little worl *sigh* ;( I miss you darling~

I'd say thaT's about it.. I'm still searching for an appart.. should start taking that seriously like.. yeahhh...

my mom separated herself from my stepdad.. and moved out.. the new appart is SO NICE.. too bad it'S in lachine tho

well that was the quick update.. I'm gonna start slowing down my life a bit more... next week.. this week is too busy

: tomorow ususal chinatown hanging out, thursday : mommy day, friday: animorency, saturday spa and Japanese meet-up and sunday movies with laury 8D...

my weeks are all like that never home.. gomen~

I miss and love you all ~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~