Posted

Mar 7th 2008

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*sighah'mtoodepressed...*

GAWD, AM I EVER DEPRESSED.
THIS IS HOW MAH DAY WENT DOOWWWNNNNN.

Welp, it was all snowy outside when I went to school today, and since our school is made up of total ninnies, we STILL had to go to school.

My day was pretty good so far. We had gotten to disect froggies, poor things , and got to watch "Selena" in Spanish class, which is one of my favorite movies. Then we went to lunch. I found out my Odyssey tournament on Saturday was cancelled, which made me MAAAADDD. I was SO TOTALLY PSYCHED. THEN THEY HAD TO GO AND CANCEL IT. AND I JUST FOUND MAH MP3 PLAYER, TOO. DDDD:< But then, I found out we were getting to get out early @ 1:00, so then I was pretty happy again. YAAAAYYY.

After lunch, we went back to watching "Selena" in Spanish. 'TIS NOW THAT MAH DAY WENT *whistleeeeeeeeCRASHBOOOOOOOOMMMMM* DDDDD:(

M'KAY. WEEELLL, as my friend [Nishi Chan] is a high schooler, and I am a middle schooler, she came to talk to me. Of course, since she is the whole reason I'm on the Odyssey team I'm on, the same one as her, I figured that it was about Odyssey being cancelled tommorow.
HOLY SHIZ, WAS I EVER WRONGG.

She was all serious like, and mah heart was a-poundin' when I heard her say : " 'Kitii', I'm moving to Florida, and I won't be able to continue doing Odyssey anymore. And I'm leaving on Monday."

*whistleeeeeCRASHBOOOOMMMMMM!!!!!!* I THINK I JUST DIED THEN.
MAH BEST FRIEND, THE ONLY ONE AT MAH -ENTIRE- SCHOOL WHO KNOWS WHAT THE WORD "ANIME" MEANS, IS MOVING ALL THE WAY TO FLORIDA. TO GO TO A NEW HIGH SCHOOL THAT HER GRAMPA SUGGESTED. OR, AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I HEARD HER SAY, MAH MIND WAS LIKE, MELTING @ THAT POINT. :'( DO YOU KNOW HOW FREAKIN' FAR AWAY THAT IS FROM WHERE WE (I, now.) LIVE??!?!?!? DDDDDDDDDDDD:<
THEN, when I went back into the room, it was dark, since we wus still watchin' our movie, wether you know it or not Nishi, I frikkin' CRIED MAH EYES OUT. QUIETLY. GAWSH, FU*K CRYIN'. I HATE DOING THAT.

... All and all, I'm reeeeeallllllllllyyyyyy, RREAAALLLLLLYYYY upset, depressed, EMO-ISH about this whole thing, but I know it's for the best...
She really wants to achive all the goals in her life, I guess, but you know, I guess she'll have a much better chance there than she will here. I'm happy for her, 'cuz she can get what she wants outta life, but GAWSH, I'm just so DAMN DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW.

TO NISHI: I'M HAPPY FOR YA, NISHI. GO AND HAVE A GOOD LIFE IN SOMWHAR, FL FOR ME, OKAY??????? DDDDDDDDDDD:(

P.S. I'M SORRY I DIDN'T GET TO COME TO YOUR SWEET 16, I'M SORRY I NEVER GOT THAT KEYCHAIN I DID FOR YOUR B-DAY BACK TO YOU THAT THE RAT CHEWED OFF. AYUND, I MADE IT MAHSELF, I NEVER TOLD YOU WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE; IT WAS A ROCK LEE ONE. DDDDDDl<

D-D-D-DAAAAMMMMMNNNNN!!!!! AHUHUHHH... DDDDDDDDDDDDl<
*Goes ayund cries a river in emo corner*

...Thank-you for reading this pile of sappy junk, you can leave now... Cl<


~x Kitii xXx Chan x~