Morning Flower

I've woken to the new born night
& walked its very edges
I saw events turn & twist
& glided through History's pages
I sang of lore long forgotten
& read books of old and new
I've watched empires rise and fall
All beneath the moon.
I've danced with devils of every era
Solved mysteries unsolved
I've heard the wind call my name
& sing for me her love
I've seen nature live & die
All within a single hour
I've seen all the wonders of the world...
Except for the morning flower.


That was the last poem I ever wrote years back. I believe it was in 2006 that these words flowed into my mind after a big relief came over me. It was like a huge burden left me and I felt alive and honestly for once...happy.

This poem was to signify that I had seen it all; the horrors and the beauty but the ultimate thing in life I had always wanted was Love.

When I went into the new year of 2007 I detested the idea of a new year. Nothing good would come of it and I was right. I fell into debt but I tried to help my family out, lost my grandfather, gained a few stalkers, got too many speeding tickets, heartbreaks, I tried to run away from the stress and in doing so I developed sleep paralysis, but you know what? Only one good thing came that year. I met my fiance whom not only helped me see the truth to certain aspects in life but helped me learn to love...and no one can take that away from me anymore.

So...mew mew ka-mew. Also thanks to GlowSoSoftly for posting up cute kitty photos. =] Ni Ni everyone.