Posted

Feb 4th 2008

Mood

Dead

Music

none

I'm in the disjointed emotional heap of "Now what do I do with myself?" after I've read or seen something epic.

It's a weird feeling. Just... so lifeless, I guess. It's not like emo, it's just... It's like nothingness. xD It's like anxiety and appreciation and dissapointment and impatience and just, ugh. And it sucks sometimes.

What I was reading was a lovely Death Note fanfic entitled Poison Apple. Don't judge, now. You know I'm not one for OMGLOL LIEK I LUV THIS ANMEI SO MUCHXSkfgdjskjkd. Okay, maybe a litte. Shut up. I followed a link in a journal and became engulfed in this... story.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3813281/1/Poison_Apple

It's powerful. It's LxLight, yaoi, but it's not... erm.. overbearing. It's not some MySpace-y Valentine's day mushy "omg Light, ilu""lol L, ilu2" or "yey butthurt". It's like... wow. Freaking wow.

And it left me this way when I was finished, after two days of staying home sick. You know it's good. There's like... 14 amazing pages. Go now. Psh, I don't even watch Death Note. Insanity.

Ah, what books can do. Or fics. Based on... animes.. Anyway.




So...

Now what?

-Lee, wif


-P.S. And this. How could you not love this?