Posted

Jan 31st 2008

Mood

Cheerful

I remember that last year Esthenia and I weren't around on this day, but we still take the time to listen to that song at least once in his memory (Yeager too!). Torrik meant a lot to us and he still does. He'd done so much shit for us to make us miss him so damned much. Even though some of us have managed to move on gracefully, we won't ever forget, even if we don't always show it. He'd want is to move on, so instead of dragging this day on in sorrow, smile up at the sky and say what a beautiful day it is so that he can be rest assured that we're all okay and that he's doing a good job of watching over all of us.
As he used to say- "I wouldn't have it any other way."

Carry On Wayward Son
Kansas

Once I rose above the noise and confusion
Just to get a glimpse beyond the illusion
I was soaring ever higher, but I flew too high
Though my eyes could see I still was a blind man
Though my mind could think I still was a mad man
I hear the voices when I'm dreamin',
I can hear them say

Carry on my wayward son,
For there'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Now don't you cry no more

Masquerading as a man with a reason
My charade is the event of the season
And if I claim to be a wise man, it surely
means that I don't know
On a stormy sea of moving emotion
Tossed about I'm like a ship on the ocean
I set a course for winds of fortune, but
I hear the voices say

Carry on my wayward son,
For there'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Now don't you cry no more

Carry on, you will always remember
Carry on, nothing equals the splendor
Now your life's no longer empty
Surely heaven waits for you

Carry on my wayward son,
For there'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Now don't you cry no more