Posted

Jan 28th 2008

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Ashamed

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thrice- eleanor rigby

Shimatta...

the 6th..

I'll be like..

22 ;_;

IT BETTER BE THE BEST YEAR OF MAH LIFE!lol (not has to be the best.. but I sure hope it'll be memorable... in a good way.. scince 22 is mah lucky numbah)


so, times goes by, getting more old, getting more white hair, getting more into the ''adult life'' as the so call it, getting more wrinkles and such
BWHAHAHA

yes I do have a huge load of white hair .. proabbaly more than you mom.. (I almost have as much as my mom)

speaking of mom. it's a bit of personal matter but I"d rather talk about it here than on DA..

No it's not a rant about her.. more... a sad thing..

well
after8 years of her living with my step dad, they broke up... for some reasons that don't need to be mentionned.. letsay I could say its been awhitle itès been going on.. but I tougth ti was going well.. then I don't go one week..
and POOF.. I go there last week, and I talk about my plans on going living with friends and stuff..

and then she said, don'T you wanna live with me?

and I'm like, coming bakc here? ha no thanks..
and she became all tearing eyes.. and said

no she said, I'm looking for a new appartmenet..

and I was like.. huuuh? you're both moving out?


and she was.. no... just me.

and me be like WTF?? okay I missed soemthing there... say WHAT? what happened whuuuuu??

then we sat down and for the first time in my life.. I hold my crying mom in my arms...

wow just .. wow.. I never saw THAT comming..


but sadly I don'T think I'll be able to go live with her.. it's a very difficult decision to take and the worst.. is that I've got time running against me

and no doubt my father would totally feel betrayed by me choosing to live with my mom over living with him..

for so many countless reasons..

and LAST thing I wanna do is create a familly war once again..

anyway.. said time was pushin on my face cuz like, my mom wans to get out of there ASAP... not that he's violent.. they're acutally in pretty good terms.. it's just.. there's throught.. first time my mom experiance that.. so it creates a sad sad cold..


oh well.. gotta cheer my mum up.. when I get me first pay I'll bring her to shabu shabu restaurent ^^

and I met japanses people.. I must say they ARE ADORABLE!

I met 2 girls, one named Minako who's 32 and practicing her english here..

and the other uber KEYUTEH is Tomona... she's learning french.. I do intend on doing a language exchange.. >3

wich means, from tomrorw, I kick mah butt and I re-open my japanese study book!

and all that because of My BF.. he made contact with a well-known japanese person that knows everyone and everything and very sympatic guy named Shozo... we migh get japanses good at discounts.. and perhaps travels tickets at a lower rates 8D

the ', the guys who knows a guy who knows another'' type of guy

wich leads to our next subject..

I might not do any big things this year like going to otakon or travelling.. that's because I want to put all my energy in learning japanese and saving movey and moving out..

so that in summer 2009 I am off to japan..

:)

oh, and from the reactiong to the 4 japanses ppl I talked to... working in a bank is pretty impressive >3

MWHAHAHA

I guess that's a big enough chapter of my life 8D hahah

oyasuminasai minna-san ♥~