Posted

Jan 14th 2008

Mood

Depressed

I feel kind of... confused but I do know I feel very depressed and pathetic. I thought I was over someone but apparently not. Talking about him for only a few moments with someone on MSN made me cry the rest of the night away. I mean, I was taking a bath and I was still crying like crazy. I don't even know why I was crying. I don't feel like I love him anymore or anything but I can't stop crying and I hate it. I can't even channel this towards anything or figure out why I feel this way. It's been almost two years and now all of a sudden out of the blue this just... strikes me.

I just hope this isn't something that's going to last for a while. I can only hope that this is a temporary thing that'll be gone by the time it's morning because I do not look forward to dealing with this if this is staying for a while. I can't love memories of a person forever...