Posted

Dec 30th 2007

Mood

Depressed

I'LL START WITH THE MOST BORING TOPIC, THEN I'LL GO WITH THE COOLEST TOPIC, THEN BACK TO ANOTHER BORING TOPIC

+ I'M SICKKKKKKK

i've got the flu and i feel really baaaaaad = w =! it's not cool, my throat hurts and i have a stupid runny nose ... i feel dumb and lost and i'm starting to cough now *cough attack* = w = ughhh... and my voice is now gone ... within a few hours ...

+ 10 FREE ARTSSSSSS!!!!

you've got to do something to get it though!
tell me ... what's your favorite thing about my art? = w = ... leave it as a comment in this journal!
i'm trying to boost my ego
also:
â—˜ i'm only willing to draw one of your original characters
â—˜ i'll be just a quick colored sketch
â—˜ it'll be traditional media only
â—˜ I'M LAZY LAZY LAZY
â—˜ the lucky 10 will be @ the bottom of this journal!

+I'M LEAVING SHEEZYART, DEVIANTART, AND ALL OTHER ONLINE ACCOUNTS

i noticed how being hooked to the internet made me super-duper-ultra-mega-antisocial. When the internet begins to do that to you it's time to say goodbye and start doing something about yourself xDDD it makes me sad to be so antisocial.

I'm also pretty depressed. i don't think any of you might have even noticed, because it's pretty hard to tell when someone is sad through their writing...especially with me since i'm always faking happiness, even when i'm not happy at all = A = i fake smiles all the time in real life...even to the people i really care for... Probably nobody knows i'm depressed because i'm a great faker. not even my family knows. i've been really unstable with my moods -getting bitchy for stupid reasons and sad for lame reasons- and i'm not healthy either. all in all, i'm deep in this freaking depression. i'm going emo except i'm not cutting myself xDDDD

I'm really sorry to you guys, because i'm letting you all down...especially to all those watchers i've recently gotten. i'll miss you guys so much, but i really hope you can understand...i'm finally doing something for myself...and that's something that doesn't happen often xD
i need to find myself again...i feel like i lost me somewhere in the past year, and i need to get myself together and find me.

I WILL BE BACK THOUGH!!!!

i'm giving myself 3 months to think about myself...so i'll be back in April...i'm guessing i'll get myself together by then...though i'm gonna take my time if it takes longer than that.

if you wanna keep in touch though i'll be on MSN and Rumble Fighters only, and probably that'll be in small doses xDDD Keep in mind time zones! they can be tricky bitches xDD - I'M US CENTRAL! -

MSN= la_menza_d_llo@hotmail.com
Rumble Fighters= Kih Kih



SEE YOU GUYS IN APRIL
I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I'LL MISS YOU

+FREE ARTS!+
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the hell i'll add 4 moar
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what happened to the twin towers still makes me saddddd
; A ;...i'm practically crying right now because they showed the video again just now on TV