Posted

Dec 27th 2007

Mood

Annoyed

Music

"Comfortably Numb" by the Scissor Sisters

i've done it again. talking to dana today, and we finally managed to pretty much say that we hate each other. a lot of it is that we're too different. we were close because we were like carbon copies of one another. once we stopped seeing a lot of each other, we finally did some much-needed changing. breaking up let us see how different we were, but for some reason, we tried to stay friends. how silly. we've been fighting for a while, but it came to a head today. i'm not sure if we'll really talk again. neither of us said pretty things. i'm also not sure if it bothers me that we may never have kind words to say to each other. it's weird. a few months ago, i would've cried. now, when i cry over nothing, absolutely nothing, i'm just like, eh, whatever. i need to get my brain together again. damn thing just is not in a functioning state. maybe sleep would help. and eating. i have a bad habit of forgetting those. oh, there's new stuff on my website:
marnicx.pnn.com
i've got another fallon/shali drawing on the way. it'll be a desktop as well. but whatever. night, y'all.