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Ashimura: Why the fuck do I even try.

  Ashimura: Why the fuck do I even try.





Posted
Dec 9th 2007
Mood
Dejected
Music
Legends Never Die - As Blood Runs Black

alright.
no i haven't or anything.

yeaa, i like you, but i like this other guy.
okay, i like him way more than i have ever liked a guy.
and i dont wanna go behind your back with all of this.
i cant get over him. at all.

no offense, but i want him more than anything.
& i mean, more than anything.
he's practically got my heart.
but isnt aware of it.

we started talking about a month before you & i
started talking. & he likes me too. the only thing
holding him back is age. he's 18.

if i have toom im willing to wait and see if anything
will happen with me & him.

im sorry...





alright, fucking awesome, nice to know i'm pretty much worthless

fucking christ

god damn it


GOD DAMN IT



fuck everything, i'm done with this bullshit.




 

Comments

  Comments

Medjai Power Says:

I don't know what to say...

Pieman Industries Says:

In my opinion women aren't sorry unless they open their legs for you

Jelix Says:

when I first began reading this I was under the impression you were telling your girlfriend that you were gay and that you liked some guy and couldn't be together with him.

That would've been a way better journal.. ):

Azgardes Says:

I don't really bother with dating because for me, at age 16, chances are it won't last very long. But yea, sorry to hear that. She's a douche, going out with you while trying to date another man. I suggest falcon punch or cunt punt.

THE1U p Says:

hey



















baby

That One Guy Says:

That blows, man.. I'll be here if you feel like ranting, or whatever.

ShadowofLuigi Says:

That sucks. =/ I've never been in a serious relationship before, and stuff like this makes me wary of trying to enter one. o.o It'll get better, I think... If she'd just abandon you like that I doubt you should have been with her anyway. If someone did that to me, I'd be furious, too.

MysteriousAngel Says:

amen brotherrr women are gay

ChaosEmerl Says:

I like how she practically spits in your face at the end by saying "if i have toom im willing to wait and see if anything will happen with me & him."

I mean

I don't like it, but you know.

Spriter Sonikku Says:

D: