Posted

Jul 11th 2007

Mood

Frustrated

Music

Lollypop -- Mika

Ahhh, seems i've been away for just about (over?) a fortnight i think. The days all merge after a while. Anyway, i've got excuses for that :/

First off two weeks ago basically the whole country flooded. Lol, exaggeration. It said on the news we had two months worth of rain in 24 hours o__O So, both my grandparents got flooded outta their house and ours was a little iffy so we were helping with for for a week or so. Must suck when you live close to a water reserve and it floods even if it is lovley being out in the country. We saw a mini twister yesterday too, and after thet the storm had pea-sized hailstones... might not sound bad but this is England and we don't get weather like that, hmm.

Then after all that stress i started having attacks again (not explaining what they're from) and mum resumed her role as biggest tyrant in the world and started attacking me and dad about the slightest things... which made my attacks worse of which she attacked me for as well. Then we had a small car accident which, of course, didn't make things any better.

Ah, i can't be arsed to explain more. I've been depressed for the past month or so and that's it really. Not "ohmigod *slashes wrists* pay attention to me!" sorta, just... "uhhhhh..." depressed. It probably doesn't help that i've been avoiding people on MSN/SA/DA and in RL a lot recently, haha *sigh*

That being said i'm sorta better now! And more like my usual selfish self! So when i have more time to do the HTML crap (as the buttons don't work in my journal) i'll announce the winner of the contest! I've decided on them all~

I also had to delete all my updates 400+ of them o___O 155 favs, 38 comments, 95 arts and more. Man, it is a bad idea to let them build up!

Ta taa~