- Posted
- Jul 8th 2007
- Mood
- Sad
- Music
- nothing...
On thursday my dear Arturit died.
After two or three days without being able to walk, she died before i went to the vet to sacrifice her not to suffer anymore... but she didn't make me take that desition... she went away at 1:15 am and since then, my room has been quiet and sad.. without any noise to say "welcome home" she alays waited for me on the black section of her cage...
Now, on the same spot are two big pictures of her, standing and looking at me... happy as she lived. I haven check out sheezyart and im not in the mood for submiting anything, all this thing has totally sucked up all my energy and i dont know if i'm ever getting "ok" as i used to be when she was alive... i tell you one thing... when you feel your life sucks and that everything is wrong, little things.. like my dear Arturita, a gerbil, comming into your life, can totaly change that! i'm colorfull and happy because of her, she made me laugh, cry and a lot of times mad, but i always loved and took care of her... she made me see that someone needed me...
I'm getting out of college on July 19 (winter breack) so i'll be drawing, hopefully, after that day, for now, i have to study for my finall exams...
wish me luck... and take care you all.
Good Bye Arturita... i still cant get used to the silence...
mrianna Says:
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. *hugs*
Good luck on your exams.
Dante Cross Says:
Don't worry, I sure she's in a better place now... and I know she wouldn't want you to worry too much about her. As long as you keep a beloved one's memories with you, they'll never truly die. Take it from me... I had 4 dogs and now they're all gone. But as long as I can remember them for everything they were, I can still hear them around my house. I know it's tough for you right now but I hope you can remember that you can always talk to your friends, family or us for anything. Keep your chin up now...
SheenaXZelos Says:
Awww :( I'm sorry to hear that. It's really hard when a pet dies because you can get so attached to them :( that's how I felt when my goldfish died... I'm sure she's in a nice place now though :) *sends you love*
Some Freak Lover Says:
i know what you need!
LOTA LOV!
Yukime Says:
I'm sorry sweets *hug*
TQM
Si kieres hablar mandame un mensaje
No se te olvide k arturita siempre estara contigo en tu corazon y en tus memorias.
MUAH
0x0kinomi0x0 Says:
im soo srry to hear that!!*hugs*
its okay
Elmangakac Says:
Pucha!!!! Realmente me golpea la noticia........y me da rabia porque uno en situaciones como esta no sabe que decir.....se Nota que Arturito era muy importante, uno de los ejes articuladores de tu vida y sin duda te otorgó la compañia y estabilidad que necesitabas en momentos dificiles...... Con la Pena en el Cuore.... se despide a Arturito con Respeto colega!!!....Espero que en las vacaciones de Invierno puedas tener un despeje de obligaciones...nos vemos!!!
dark knight Says:
Dark Knight- I am so tremendously sorry for your loss... At least she will always be with you in your heart...
Misstress Bubbles Says:
awwwwww, i'm so sorry, *hugs*
good luck on your exams too
DanteSparda Says:
aww i totally know how you feel ive lost 6 Gerbils there my favourite animal as they where my first ever pet so they have a special place in my heart, they just seem to listen to you when you talk and cheer you up when your sad, Dont worry im sure you gave her the best life possible, i lost my dog in febuary and i was so down but a friend sent me a link to a poem and well u'll know when you read it :)
"Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands
again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.... "