Posted

Dec 15th 2004

Mood

Angry

Music

Green Day: Holiday

I sit here with a thousand emotions and moods running through my head. I'm buzzed. I had to be. Today was probably the worst day of my life. Thanks you fucking bitch that caused it all. I called you a fucking friend and what the fuck do you do to me? You take my trust and my friendship and you fucking stab me in the back. You know what, fuck both of you! I for once don't give a fuck if I don't see either of you ever again.

Go to hell for all I care!

Fall off the face of the earth. I

have never been this pissed at anyone before in my life. Not even my ex that used to beat the shit out of me. You can take your fucking "friendship" if thats what you really want to call it, and go drive yourself off a bridge and plunge into the ocean for all I care. You pushed me too fucking far this time. I covered for your ass more times than you even realize and this is how I get repaid.

And as for my other so called friend. You can go to hell too. I definitely covered for your ass and then I find this shit out. Fuck you too. I shoulda turned your ass in too while I was at it. I hope you rot in hell some day. Really. I really truly do.

And for those of you not even involved and that have no clue what the fuck I'm ranting about, I'm sorry, I had to get this out somehow and no one is awake so I'm writing journals instead. Volume 2 of Feather the Bewb Girl has been changed. Volume 2, should I ever feel the need to get to it, or even finish volume 1, will be the death of Feather. More like a slaughter.

FUCK YOU ASSHOLES!

Again, sorry to those of you who have no clue. This is just a rant that made me feel maybe a tiny bit better.