- Posted
- Mar 24th 2007
- Mood
- Pessimistic
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People and their relationships. It makes me think. I do want to have a friend, possibly a girlfriend, to hang out with and do whatever we can to have fun ( legal that is). On the other hand, I'm not the kind of guy to that gets into those types of relationships. I've never even had my first crush yet. There have been alot of girls that have liked me in the past, but I never took that concept past regular friendship. I'm a nice guy, but I'm not the intimate loving type. I'll help anyone, but I don't like the idea of a relationship. I'm sure I could stay true to one girl, but I just don't like those kinds of relationships. Probably because of all the times I've been laughed at by females for the way I walk and the minor acne I can't get rid of because I used to take a medicine call Lithium ( yes, it's the same chemical as battery acid) and it basically made it so I can't fully get rid of it. I guess I'm afraid to take that step for fear of being let down like usual. I can't trust anyone enough to get into that type of relationship, yet I'm always commenting on how not everyone is out to hurt someone or does bad things to others. I'm confused, and that's one of the issues tearing my conscience into tiny pieces right now.
Any advice?
Aggressive Says:
My good lad there is no simple answer to what you speak. I myself felt quite the same way until a little while back when i found someone very special to me. My suggestion is that a relationship that develops from a close friendship is the best kind, you know enough about each other to know if its true love or not and you wont get screwed over by the cheating floosy... hopefully. Where and when the right woamn might come along is impossible to tell but when she does, youll know and you must do whatever you can to get her. Sure rejection isnt fun but how will you ever know unless you try. Just express yourself. And ill stop talking now on account of sounding like some kind of expert... which i am not.