Posted

Jan 27th 2007

last week there were too many things for me to write out and now I don't know what to say... it's just that this has been quite a big change, maybe even too big for me. I'm feeling even more indifferent and uninterested about goings and gettings in my free time than before, and now that I do have a chance for it, I'm doing almost nothing productive, I just am here... right now I feel going to civil service might be so much better than being in the army, I'd rather get bored to death in the dull, low-paying work I could get there, than go nuts, or become somehow crippled. yes, crippled, my legs aren't quite used to the sudden increase in all this movement, and thanks to our unit being in the third floor of the building, and there being those individuals who don't seem to care much of anything, we get to run up and down them somewhat often, and it isn't doing any good to my knees along with all the kneeling we have to when we're dissassembling and assembling our assault rifles, and doing other activities. So yeah, I might quit this place, or not. It hasn't exactly been "too much" for me yet at any point, and they do let those who aren't as quick as the others to slow down if they want, but still, the expectations are quite high... I think I'll go talk with the social councellor that works there, to discuss wether it's a good idea for me to continue. I really have big doubts on that.

Anyway, about the assault rifle we have, it's a pretty nice thing, and on a 150m firing range with 10 shots, I managed to get 72 points from an area that would have given over 90 points had the sights been set right, but enough of that.

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I guess I'll just submit what drawings I have, but thanks to fatigue and little free time, I haven't drawn much at all, and only 2 of them are anyway good, so there isn't much for me to put up here... oh well, I suppose you'll just have to manage somehow :b