Posted

Dec 2nd 2006

Mood

Undetermined

Music

tv noise...again

so. ny was interesting. first of all my flight there...PAIN IN THE ASS!

get to my dads, go to bed. nice.

thursday morning...hang around...waiting for brunch...jo came first. funny guy. then madeline and her fiance brian...and man did they all bring too much food. but i had a very difficult time eating cause brian has the same personality one of my bastard exes has, so my stomache turned to knots...so bad i wanted to hurl. they left...30 min later, i'm hunting the kitchen for food. lol, told dad and jeanmarie that hes an ass and she needs to leave him before he fucks her over.

helped my dad make these amazing meatballs...mmmm...jeanmarie told him he's made better. sigh...i thought they were amazing.

friday...thanksgiving sale day...some stores open at 5...most at 6. we went to my lane bryant store cause they have bras in my size for very cheap...BRAS IN MY SIZE FOR CHEAP...it's a miracle! 38G...very difficult to find for less than $100. anyways...they didnt' carry my size in the store and apparently they were unavaliable on the net too(fuckers...). so i bought 2 pairs of pants, 2 shirts and a blouse. not bad. pants are a little baggy now though...damn weight fluctuation.

oh yea...saw a house with the 'rents...nice...but really small.

went and saw deja vu. very good movie. very sweet...:) suprising eh? lol, forget what was for dinner...doesn't matter anyways. lol

sat...good old sat...TURKEY DAY. had some more leftovers from thurs(donuts and muffins and bagels). tried to help with cleaning...but kept getting shooed away. tried to help with dinner...kept getting shooed away.

jo and madeline showed up at 2:30ish. dinner was late...supposed to be at 2, ate at 4. nothing new there. i'm not sure if i like madeline either...she's kinda a brat...didn't treat jeanmarie too good and everytime she told her to stop doing something...she'd keep doing it. jeanmarie wanted to snap...but wouldn't...i felt in the way. even at one point during dinner, i felt i didn't belong in my dads new family. i know deep down i dont and he wishes i did, but i dont think it's working out to well...

we rented 2 movies before dinner too...davinci code and the lakehouse. didn't watch either of them, i went to bed early.

sunday...boring relaxing day. we went to the vanderbelt mansion. did the tour, saw his fish museum. went home and had more meatballs and pasta. watched both movies. both sweet. bedtime again.

monday...my dad went to work, jeanmarie took me to manhatten to shop around again. got some suvineers. on our way back, poor jeanmarie...she got all upset over christmas...she really wants to come so bad. even went as far as to say that she believes my dad doesn't want to come to canada why he keeps putting his passport aside or 'forgetting' about it.(needs to be renewed). i had difficulties biting my tongue cause i know more than i should and i know why he doesn't want to come back. it hurts, but i can't be the one to tell her...not my place...:( they even got into a tiff over dinner...i felt in the way again.

anyways...tuesday. coming home day. we went to target. got andrew a thank you gift...got a couple books. went to airport, had a hell of a time...got back at like 10:30(plane was sup posed to land at 8:10)...got home around 12...fun...

but i did get a really nice welcome back from aaron. gave him his sweater and mp3 player(i got it from work...it was a thank you gift for acheiving high scores...).

can't wait to see him again...been craving his smile since he left wed...

sigh...