Posted

Nov 25th 2006

Mood

Frozen

Music

Listen to Your heart

Well I'm back from my trip around the world, however I'm not quite home and even when I do finally arrive home I'm not sure that I will even be there.

Home, well lets just say that you don't have to live in one place all your life to actually be at home.

Last week I was in England. I was deported the exact same day that I got there. Lets just say that that wasn't the beginning. I had been fighting with my family for ages and I was running away with my boy friend who was visiting from england. Well to me the word running is very strong, not my choice of words but that is how the world will view it so this is what I will call it.

No matter my life has changed and I will never be the same ever again.

When I was being deported I was stuck in a room unable to see the one who I love most. I had none of my belongings.

I am from Canada and I went to England, but at customs I gave too much information and they thought that I was going to be staying for a longer period of time other than the time that I had stated. I told them a month.

Anyway I was locked up in a room. There was a man from Simalia there. He's done some traveling and he was extremely intelegent it seemed but it was shocking and amazing at the same time. He called me his friend because I am from Canada, He lent me his caring hand and he didn't even know me, he hugged me when I cried and told me to be strong and that Canada has so much to offer. He called it the greatest country in the world and said that he owes me all the respect in the world. It was difficult to comprehend such kindness. It was truly amazing how I felt and I almost cried because I have never experienced such a presence.

But I am in Canada now, at my friends but still it's not home and I won't find home for a long time. Do you believe in Angels? No this isn't religious talk because to me angels are other people. People who come into your life and save you and come down to you and show you an other world. People who unlike normal people come down to you and make you feel like the human being you deserve to be. Someone who saved you from a bad situation.

So do you believe in Angels?

I won't bore with a long journal entry about what has happened. but if you wish to hear more I will tell.
But I"m a different heart.