Posted

Aug 18th 2006

Mood

Dejected

Music

none

ok, I hate the emoing but its differant if you have a ligitimate reason for being mad at the world, and not constantly hating life and wishing for death.
Im just mad at the world right now
Yesterday at school I was walking from first, happy, just finished this cute bunny thing for a friend in that class, and my stupid flipflop breaks on me. So now I have to walk around kicking the back of my left ankle with the flip flop sp it will stay on, which hardly works and I end up scooting my foot, or taking it off and getting yelled at by teachers.
THEN me and my friend stephani walk out and around and she wants a cigarette so we go where she can smoke in peace and while she's doing somthing or other she ask me to light it for her. SO, I tak the cancer stick of death and pop it in my mouth, take the lighter and go to light it and burn my damn thumb really bad.
Broken Flipflop and throbbing painful burnt thumb.
So the day continues. I go to 6th,the teacher says i didnt turn my work in from the day before when I know I did, for damn sure, I turned that paper in. no problems in 7th, we go get our books. The rest of the school day is good. I even got a teacher to host Anime Club for us this year. SooooooI go home with a frind, first thing I walk in the door "LETS GO TO KROGER" from my dad.
SO THE KROGER FUN BEGINS
I dont wear my flip flops (der) so walking is fine. Whilst we shop io find some sewing stuff in on of the asils. and I remeber "Oh! I need sewing Machine needles to make my Ed Coat!"
SO I beg and beg and beg for those and we get our food and stuffs and then go home and I already have needles so Im in trouble cuz he spent 3 extra dollars for nothing and he just goes on and on and on.
So I start sewing my Edward coat. All's going well but then I cut the side peice far to short and Im thinking. "well the back is pretty big, it'll be fine. "
and true, it was. So I start on the sleeves. I have the sleeve started its all nice and I finish it and Im proud cux it looks really good, but then I see that I sewed it on NOT ONLY upside down, but inside out so all the ugly sticking that goes on the inside is on the outside, and its upside down. At this point Im very upset and I throw the coat on the table and go to my room, slam the door and fume for about an hour. I fall asleep, wake up at 5 and now I have a blister on my foot that hurts like hell, a massive headache, a ruined coat, a burned thumb,an angry Geomtry teacher, a zero on somthing I did, a broken flip flop and an emo journal.
For those who read all that crap, thanks, love ya, and now I have to go get ready for school. I hope somthing happens that puts me into a better mood.
DAMN YOU KAYLA AND YOUR ANTI BUDDHA TUMMY
I DIDNT THINK IF I ACTULLY RUBBED IT I WOULD HAVE BAD LUCK.
~le emo sigh~