- Posted
- Aug 8th 2006
- Mood
- Sad
- Music
- Radio
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What a day I had.
I awoke to find my sister very upset. She had picked up the phone the night before while my mom was talking to my grandmother. She was telling grandma what horrible people we are and how unfortunate her life is. ::rolls eyes:: She makes herself out to be such a martyr.
She told grandma that I'm weird and how I'm lucky to have Vito because no one will ever accept me. It hurts when your own family talks about you behind your back.
She trash talked my dad and my sister as well. She lied and conveniently left out details about certain events that would make her look bad. Grandma ended up saying that Alex is a bitch and that she doesn't know how mom puts up with us.
Mom told grandma that if she had a magic wand, she would make us disappear.
Alex confronted mom about what she heard. While I think it was wrong for Alex to listen in on a private conversation, I hate that mom talks that way about us.
This morning my dad said he was calling a lawyer.
When I got home from work my mom had baked cookies and was being overly nice to everyone.
::screams into pillow::
I hate that we're always being torn back and forth over whether or not mom and dad are getting a divorce. I just wish they'd get it over with because this is getting tiresome.
On a positive note:
I'm going to a manga convention with some friends from work in October. I'm not sure who I should be. Opinions are welcome.
My top choices are:
Sunako Nakahara: The Wallflower
Dinah: Bizenghast
R. Dorothy Wayneright: Big O
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Any other suggestions are also welcome. I'm really looking forward to it!
I'm leaving for school on August 25, two weeks from Friday, and I can't friggin' wait to get the hell out of here! I hope I enjoy my college experience as much as I enjoyed high school.
We have to get together before we leave and all that jazz. Anyone up for skating? O_o ZOMG WE SHOULD GO TO PLAYLAND!
We'll see.
Ciao bellas!
theoddoneout Says:
Unfortunately I don't have any words of counsel for how you feel. All I can say is that you probably have little to no control over what your parents end up doing. I think all you can really do is try to set up your mind so it is prepared for either road and then just hope for the best.
When you leave for school I am going to be arriving at my school in sunny Indiana(hopefully it is sunny) so we should definitely work on a get together. I think the main issue is a date that works for everybody. I don't whether you want to head up that committee or if you want me to work some of that stuff out. Let me know.
ToPzY TuRvY TwIsT Says:
Hey darling, one word of advice: I have one way of dealing with my mother, ignor her. Nothing she says anymore phases me, because now I can see through her lies.
you know you can call me anytime ^__^
As for skating, tell me when and I'll take off.
♥ ~
Wepwaet Says:
You should be more like Me....
Just be weird for no reason at all, and when they ask you about it, like Why are you acting like this... "Because I can..."
Besides you know you got plenty of places to stay if they do kick you out of your house ever...
I should teach you Aikido... It might be helpful...espesially for you....