Posted

Jul 31st 2006

Mood

Sad

::sighs::

I feel so bad. My sister and her boyfriend had a big fight, so I went to talk to her. I sat in her room and waited forever for her to get off the phone with her friend Paul so I could find out if she was ok. I decided to go get my laptop so I could IM her, but as soon as I walked in, she just asked over and over for me to go away. I yelled at her.

I hate it when she pushes me away like that, because of all people to reject my affection, it shouldn't be my big sister. But I shouldn't have yelled at her.

So now I feel really bad.

I hope they work it out.

...In other news...

Tomorrow after work, Teresa is coming to get me from work and then we're going to a baseball game. Mel hates baseball, but at least we'll get to see Weppy, who works at the stadium!

HUZAH!

Then Tuesday I'm going to the city overnight with Sandyra to see J. K. Rowling do a live discussion on Harry Potter. ::dies:: I was so surprised my parents agreed to let me go, but they did. ::happy jig::

I'm so excited! Don't worry, I'll take plenty of pictures for everyone!

I feel surprisingly depressed with all these exciting things facing me. I don't know why. I suppose I've become so used to being disappointed that I try not to get myself too excited about anything anymore. Isn't that, in itself, the most depressing thing of all?

EEEEP! NO MORE RANTS!

Must snack.

Kbye.