Posted

May 15th 2006

Mood

Disgusted

Music

Quincy Punx

(WARNING, RANT INVOLVED.)

I'm so tired of people coming up to me on AIM or Yahoo or
wherever the #@4^ THEY ORIGIN FROM WITH THEIR STUPID CRAZY IDEAS and FLAME me for NOT KNOWING HOW TO DRAW.

I mean if you can't find something #@%@^#& wrong with me why do you have to find something that you pulled ENTIRELY out of you 3@^ JUST TO persecute me BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO!?

This has got to be like... the third person to RANDOMLY POP UP AND SPEW ALL THIS BULL#$@^#%& AT ME.

After all the crap i've gone through this weekend I was hoping for a Sunday where I didn't have to deal with #^$%&%* WEIRDOS who say they love me and odd messages about wanting requests of #^&#$ UP pictures, but no, in fact... I would have PREFFERED, that shit.

Instead, I get "YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW" from someone I don't even #%#^@@# know.

All this after I took my cat to the vet friday only to learn that she's was in serious pain for a long ##$ time and I didn't even realize it! How #$!@^@& neglectful is that?! All I had to do was open up her damn mouth to see that she's BLEEDING FROM THE GUMS, but no I just figured she was ok, three hundred dollars for that one visit. Thank god she's doing better but you know Saturday was a blast too, getting black paint all over the left front bumper of my brand new god damn WHITEWHITEWHITEWHITEVERYFUCKINWHITETHANKYOU COROLLA 2006. LIKE I CAN AFFORD TO FIX THIS #$@^#&, BROKE BROKE BROKE OK?

I just... wish I could just just...up and... MURDER these $@$@#^#, I want an uneventful day ok, I want to sit back and relax and not have fun and be lazy and #@%@ it all if it's troublesome! @#^# getting up it's too troublesome @%@! drawing it's too troublesome #^#! making a blog or updating any of my sites because it's too trouble SOME TROUBLE SOME I SAID I WANTED TO BE NOT BOTHERED TO A CRISP FOR ONE SINGLE ...----

to top it all off he sends me an image that he said he made for me. It's a freaking image from another artist I view on Deviant ART, he's a #@7#^---;SKF;JSDALKJDFSA;DKLFJS;LDAKJF;ASKLFDAKSJDF !!!

TROUBLESOME TROUBLESOME TROUBLESOME.

I mean I know there are perfectly nice people out in the world, I know it, it has to be true, I'M HERE I'M RIGHT HERE. But I just wish that for god sakes just for ONE day, all the crazy psychopathic REJECTS would LEAVE ME ALONE. Just asking for one single day, and I just want some decency and a single ounce of respect, that's IT. I love those i've met that actually return that favor, those of you KNOW WHO YOU ARE, so don't even THINK about THINKING that i'm upset about someone randomly pming me after telling me their sn in respect in advance and then telling me all about how wonderful my art is is automatically going into my #@%@ list, I LOVE you freaking people for being so outgoing, you're just, I would LOVE to breed with you and for god sakes anything else you FREAKING WANT, I just seem to attract a multitude of maniac filled homophobes who are insecure about their own sizes EVERY TIME I GET ON AIM and it's PISSING ME OFF.

Now I will be back, hopefully I won't be pissed, hopefully I won't cry out in frustration and try to tear anyone who comes within fifty yards of me a new @%@%hole, HOPEFULLY, I won't NEED TO USE CAPS TO SHOW JUST HOW #^#&$*%$@ PISSED I AM.
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I ................................... CAN'T HAVE A SINGLE DAY...... WITHOUT #@^#*%?!

Next time I get a single day off, i'm going to barricade the shit out of my windows and doors and #@%^@#& bolt lock my doorknob to the point of insanity and sit back and relax. This is so @#%@^# IRRITABLE! OH AND MAYBE I'LL TURN OFF AIM AND YAHOO TOO BECAUSE I -=CONSTANTLY=- GET HARASSED FOR NOT WANTING TO CYBER SCREW RANDOM AQUAINTENCES BY THE THIRD SENTENCE THERE! Do you even want to know how long my new SN has EXISTED?! A HALF A MONTH, a half of a GOD DAMN month! LEAVE ME ALONE!

I didn't want to have to deal with anyone today, and now i'm getting way too much to handle again and my things to do list is getting stockpiled all to hell from all these distractions.

That's it... that's what i'll do, i'll #@!!%@^ lock myself away, that'll probably #@%@^&#$ work if I do it right......................... I hope to some sort of @^@!@#$ deity that actually exists.

BE COORDINATED WITH MY DRUNKENESS MAYBE CAUSE DAMN THIS MAKES ME WANT TO GET STUPID @%@ DRUNK. IF ONLY I DRANK MORE OFTEN MAYBE THIS WOULD GO AWAY?! NOOO!! SO I'M NOT GONNA -=DO=- THAT!

-Curls up in a corner and wishes that he could find someone who would understand him long enough to let him just unwind.- God damn the angst but i'm over a hill and back into the osama bin laden just blew up the altoids factory again. And just to let anyone who randomly decides to for some altogether god awful reason LIKE me or ASSOCIATE WITH ME or TALK TO ME ABOUT SCREWING A TEN FOOT YARDSTICK or WHATEVER YOU FREAKING STRANGERS LIKE TO DO, GO EAT A WHOLE LOT OF $@^@ OFF ALRIGHT?!

I need about ten reasons why I shouldn't talk to a fifteen year old kid who thinks about himself first and foremost and who shows about as much respect as a radiator does to a dehydrated jackrabbit. This is the last freaking time I attempt or even grudgingly ADDRESS someone who DOESN'T TELL ME THERE SN FIRST on AIM. THE ABSOLUTE EPITEMY OF LAST $#^&#@ TIME, so if you want to talk to me, GIVE ME YOUR SN FIRST. I'm not about to address a bunch of screwed up blow hard 15 year old raving lunatics who get off on TWISTING my single respectful relaxing day into $#^@ FEST. So go take a big long BLOW on that PIPE and LEAVE ME ALONE.