- Posted
- May 5th 2006
- Mood
- Guilty
- Music
- Computer room noises
Gabriel just left the computer room [ to math class..], he gave me some glass candy that he made,
i feel better.
So i havent had the internet on my computer for 2 days now, today is the third day. it's quite amusing how i miss sneaking online while doing my homework, it was exciting and such, without that anymore it feels as if i need more excitement in my life and it makes me kinda sad actually. whutevar, i got started on 3 CGs and the layout for my website, some stupid little bitches keep botherting me on my website, and damn i mean really, i wanna go and rip their guts out, they are really bothering me. why do they have to go and diss my fucking online manga? its not like it matters to them, why do they have to go and make me mad? ugh i makes me want to snap, but that's just me being immature, like always. but anyway.. alteast there are still people in there posting nice commments to boost my 'selfesteem' up, i really do like it when they do that, i gotta have some way of making myself feel better, right? everyone likes a little praise some times , right? i'm not being selfish, unfair, and a complete bitch, right?
am i right?
I wonder if i am missed. because i miss people. I miss them so much, but i can never express how i feel in a nice way, i always have to go and act like a total cold hearted person. but i guess i do it because i wasnt like that before and i completly got my feeling shattered, so.. uh. yeah.
Anyhow, i got my Graduation Exams results back yesterday; remember, those i was stressing about before? ...
.....Well, I passed them all~ all 4 of them. and I have passed the gateways from last year too... so i have less things to stress about now, the only thing bothering me right now is the SAT, ... i take it tomorrow at like 7am something, ugh i need to go to bed early today. that i have to. because i keep waking up too late recently. my lack of internet is making me be less interested in the day so i rather sleep longer, ...wtf? exactly. dont take the internet from the blanca, damn it.
.....I wanna go play RO. i miss playing it. the RO BG music makes me feel good, i need it. it need it soon.
okay, i dont know what else to type so i'm off to work now.
Man Go tailS Says:
Aw man, that sucks you dont have the internet. ]:
but this includes telling your friends and fans to leave them alone too. People that do something like flame an online comic have no life. Seriously. 
If they can only find joy in their life by harassing someone on the internet.. :\ Yeah that's just sad. lmao.
Congrats on the exams too.. and I hope you do well on the SAT. O_o I personally never took it.. I dunno why. e.e but er. Yea good luck anyways. :'D
And as far as people bothering you on your website... Snapping at them in any way will only make them happy. :\ It's probably why they're doing it in the first place. I bet if you just 100% completly ignore them (no matter HOW HARD it might be) they would most likely get bored and leave on their own.
Julie Says:
Lolz. :3 I'm glad you passed your tests!
Good luck on the SAT tomorrow! X33
D I made EVERYONE in Prontera get in a circle .. and we were there for like, an hour. 
;; I ROCK. Anyway. X3
And I MISS YOU. D: !!! RO IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. . . you should've seen what I was causing tonight though.
I MISS YOU YES. I WILL DRAW YOU PRETTY PIKTUR. IF I GET UNLAZY.
And don't listen to those asswipes that diss your stuff. ): They're just trying to get a reaction from you or something.a
Hope you get your net back soon. ;___;
Love Ninja Says:
;__; Just do your best and give your dad reason to give you back your internet. ;w;
Ignore those people. I'd tell them off, but I can't do anything.
: < I'll level up and wait for you on RO honey.
Julie Says:
DAMMIT FIX YOUR PAGE.