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renner: I know I just posted a journal yesterday but...

Posted: Mar 6th 2006
Music: Karma Police- Radiohead

It's a very lonely night. And I want to give a huge apology to Tom.

I want to apologize, publicly, for everything I've ever done to hurt you. It's been a lot. And you continue to forgive me, and forgive me, and help me, and promote me, and love me.

I want everyone who reads this to know that I love him. I love him more than anything, really. Months upon months of just everything he has had to deal with for my part... he brings me to tears.

My second cancer scare. The passing out and heart problems. My mom. The suicide attempts. The depressions.

The laughs. The gifts. Your shirts that I sleep with every single night. You sleeping with my scarf. The wanting, the planning. Your family. The memories.

I want to apologize to you, Tom, because tonight when I was rushing to get home... making my grandma drive 80 on the bypass... just so I could get home....

...me running upstairs, flinging my coat on the carpet and leaping into my swivel chair..

and seeing you not online...

It really hit me hard.

A 5 hour time difference can really mess things up, cant it?

I want to apologize for being late.

But I want to thank you for waiting.

I want to thank you for always waiting. :(

I love you.

night night.

Comments

Kil GAY ne Says:

;o; that's touching, really... If I was more sensible, I would cry!

Flash Gordon Says:

such a sweetie, always thinking of others :)

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Jigglesbig Says:

And that, everybody, is a way of fully describing "Love" in a heartwarming journal.

*Goes off to cry appreciately*

nalem Says:

Aw... you have such a good heart. Man, you are the most awesome person I know.

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gofthick Says:

I tried staying up as long as i could last night, but obviously i wasn't up long enough.

I love you Ren, i'm so lucky to have you (:

Darkened Light Says:

Ahhh, love is wonderful, isn't it? At the same time it's horrid.. >_> I don't care, I'd give anything just to feel the 'butterflies'. Ren knows what I meeeaaaan. Anyhow, get better, stay better, cha cha, I'll pray for your health and whatnot. But just to let you know... Had anyone else said that, they'd have gotten flamed. But yeah, kudos to you for being able to splay your emotions out like that and not care what anyone thinks. Sometimes I admire you, sometimes I can't stand you.... Depending on the things you do. All in all, I think you're awesome. I admire you more than I dislike you btw. >_> You go through too much hell, you don't deserve it. Keep holding onto that hope, girly, because it'll pay off soon enough.

Bogswallop Says:

Gee wizz, that's sweet. The world needs

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