Posted

Jan 12th 2006

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XG2 - Lumania (MiniUSF File)

You may already noticed that I wasn't on the computer since I was on partially on Monday. After the Sunday, when my grandma passed away, I had a fight with my brother (he's six years older than me, BTW), again. Third time, actually.

I was beating my brother in Super Smash Bros. Melee for Nintendo Gamecube. Of course, since he didn't have enough gaming experience, I kept winning.

HOWEVER, when it came to the part with the Mario Power Tennis, I didn't want to play the game and lose at it again. Therefore, another fight begins.

I kept swearing at him while my family watched. Of course, I also kept getting slammed against the ground by my bro. My mother and my aunt tried to stop us from fighting.

I even attempted to hit my brother with a silver Nintendo Gamecube controller, but I almost hit my aunt. I knew that, of course. Anyway, my brother didn't want to restrain me, BTW. He was crying, I was crying and resisting, mom and my aunt.

Since I couldn't stop resisting by kicking and punching, the cops came. However, I didn't go off on them, though. I made a decision that I would go to a 'mental hospital'. If you're thinking that I might get harmed or badly bruised over the place, I'm sorry to say that...mess didn't even happen.

Many of the kids had suicide (and/or homicide) or drug problems they talk about. I had to say why I came to that building. Of course, I had to be in the building from Monday to Thursday, which is today.

My roommate was friendly and cool at least. =) Also, while I was there, I can finally have the ability to brush my teeth and wash up at night.

In the gym, I can mostly remember those stretches from school, my previous schools, myself, and martial arts. :: The food that they had was awesome. It was tasty.

Besides from that, on Tuesday, I had to get my feelings out of what's been bothering me. I explained the 'feelings' to my mother, when she made a visit. Here's the thing: I. Can't. Stand. Hearing. Truth. And. Responsiblity. From. Many. People. And. Places. ><;

I'm trying my best to deal with 'truth and responsiblity' from other people (online and offline, but online mostly), AND from my family. Instead of helping me, it just tends to hurt me, if it were to be an insult and/or slam, even though it wasn't AT ALL. And yes, it CAN hurt, but it's 'always' going to have good stuff along with the message.

I had to do many things to do while inside that large building. =/ I even wanted to stop getting irate all the time.

So yeah. THAT'S what happened to me.

Feel free to comment about this, and I'll TRY my best to deal with them, hence my thinking.

Oh, and I almost forgot! Here's another 'pending' alias of mine: "RadRed36" or "Red36".

-Rapidkirby3k