Posted

Sep 24th 2005

Mood

Dead

Music

NOTHING BECAUSE IT MAKE ME FEEL BAD!!!!

9/23/2005

pain.

emotional pain.

should i even submit more to here? i mean, i submit some of my best works and i don't hear ANY COMPLIMENTS on tehm. it sucks. i'm not looking for large amounts of attention. i just want to hear from you fans what you think of my art.

*breaks down in tears*

too much pain..... when will it all end?

everyone hates me... i don't see my best friends as much anymore... no one is there to cheer me up at home because they don't like the same things i do.

i wish i had some friends that actually lived close to me.

no one is ever gonna be like Matt or P-kun.... ever. those are my best friends and i love them. the thought of not seeing them much tears at me so hard. it really does.

the new MK game isn't helping at all.

i really need something to cheer me up. where the hell am i gonna find that? you tell me.

i don't have much friends. no one hardly talks to me at school. mainly because of my emotional outbursts. few people can put up with that.

people hate me, that's all.

no one really cares if i get hurt. everyone laughs at my pain. it makes the pain hurt worse.

i don't even know if there's a cure for this pain.... nothing will cheer me up right now.... :( *more crying*

~Yami Gekusu

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