- Posted
- Nov 9th 2004
- Mood
- Disgusted
- Music
- Depeche Mode - Photographic
Yeah well.. I've never been much of a journal person. You know write faithfully everyday about stuff that bothers me, or stuff thats happened, filling all boring days with useless crap no one cares about. I guess I'm writing for, no ones sake.. since I don't really have much to say.
Cept that I feel like my art is... I don't know, "reduced" to that of smut filled shit that everyone wants to see. I almost feel like if I can draw a cock or a cunt for someone then im worth it to them. Or sometimes even then, not at all. The irony is is that people/society in general make me so fuckin sick. I hate most everyone I meet. Shallowness and idiocy get you NOwhere with me, and we seem to have a profound overabundance of it in this country. I'm tired of people's shit ass attitudes about sex, about women and men and how they "should" look. And I'm tired of trying to cater somehow to this sordid scene of animalistic beauty. If you want to see skinny chicks with titties that stand straightly upright and have no sag.. don't come here. If your a little 15 year old that needs something to jerk off to, you won't find it. I prefer drawing bodies AS THEY LOOK. Go hump your little dicks against a barbie doll if you need the latter.
Rant finished.
anger.
Jowy2 Says:
jajajaja go you!
thorndraco Says:
Amen and thank you.
Don't let people get you down too much and trust me, even if you didn't draw "smut" at all there would be people that still watch you. I for one, would be one.
ghost advantage Says:
Well said
Nitro Says:
Thorndraco's right. Even if you didn't draw adult stuff, I'd still look at your art cus it's awesome. :)
Ein Says:
So what you're saying is that you think people only care because you draw smut... And then you hate them for liking the smut you draw? Perhaps that right there is a concept a bit beyond me, but I know I don't watch you for the porn. I like your style and I enjoy seeing the end result of your skill.
As for the whole society being shallow thing.. yeah thats true. Opera also buys new sheets every day. That don't mean that everyone else does it. Most people have really varied tastes as to what beauty is. Society really isn't as shallow as it seems most people want to believe. The media, and particular individuals are. I'm not trying to lecture or nothin. Just giving a few counter points, as I see it, to your rant.
Anyways, like me or don't, I enjoy your art, smut or not. And thats all that really matters.
gifhaas Says:
It's called contadiction the "damned if you do, damned if you dont" logic of thinking.
But yeah I have not been bothered about the opinions of others and what they think I should look like pritty much for most of my life.
I am one of those skinny bastards who's told that I should go to a gym so I can get some muscle - this is usualy followed by me telling the person where they can put their gym idea
And even if you stop the smut, I would still value and apreciate your work as an artist, you have some BRILLIANT skills!
kandlin Says:
I asume that it was due to a recent post or comment that sparked these feelings? I'm sorry you had to deal with those views. Your art is great, wether it be adult or other. You should draw and create what you want, and not be concerend with the desires or the idea of pleaseing others (unless they're paying you gobs of $money$
) but just do what you want to do.
We hope this won't discourage you from creating more beautiful art. Good luck and hange in there.
zenmigawa Says:
then start uploading more general art? given the quality of the pics you have here right now, i'm sure your general stuff would be equally as sweet, if not even sweeter. :)
and don't bother with other peoples' shit attitudes too much. so long as they're not hampering your style... it shouldn't really irk you so much. but that's just what i think. :p
just keep going, hang in there and all that other junk. my random blatherings to you.
Ari Says:
Do what you like doing, and to hell with everyone else. You're on the right path already. =D
Syrinoth Says:
I agree that is a major thorn in American society, and definitely one of the points I absolutely detest.
Personally though, I can't even consider your most adult work as "smut". Your style and the way you do things is so artistic and full of life, feeling and emotion; qualities not attributed to even the very definition of "smut"!
So to be as correct as possible, I would watch you regardless of whether you drew nudity or not. I love everything that falls from your pencil ^.^