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March 2006: Hello Spring
December 2005: smile, you're breathing!
September 2005: Où sont les femmes?/John, I'm only Dancing.; reflect what you are
July 2005: we had seasons in the sun; お金がない; ohithurts
June 2005: live and under fire; A book an a Gift
May 2005: oh marie; bye-bye; bold italic underline no strikethrough
April 2005: Oh, my oh my!
March 2005: Rotting; return to sea; What becomes of the broken hearted?
February 2005: Andron, dron, nai dron; ehehehehe; it's not warm when...; Friday Winter

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andyOthello: oh marie

Posted: May 31st 2005
Mood: Anxious
Music: air conditioner

It's a sweet relief. A friend took pity on me, and they're taking out a loan(!) to buy me a new PC tomorrow or there-a-bouts.

I'm not sure why they're doing it, but I am glad. Well, half of me.

The other half feels guilty guilty guilty.

There's no way I can pay them back in the foreseeable near future, and there's nothing I do for them, and we're not all that close. It makes me worry, because I know there'll be this horrible guilt and indebted feeling in my dealings with them.

Also, the problem wasn't as bad as I thought. I can't do much other than go online on this old one(can't paint!), so it is a problem, but, not like it-won't-turn-on or anything.

Comments

Magentia Says:

x__x That's so awesome. I know what it's like to feel guilty when folks get things for me .. since I'm a dead-broke bum, myself.

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