Posted

May 13th 2005

Mood

Melancholy

Music

wish i could be . dishwalla

so iam a bit better today i guess...not really just like yesterday... iam still going thru the motions. I am still deciding on the vacation issue ... cuz when i return things might just be the same...

i might fly away to some nice place for rest or i might just stay in for aw hile. I might take a vacation in bed...

he said : happy?
i said : not really, just pretending, not a bit, not at all...