Posted

May 3rd 2005

Mood

Discouraged

i just got the creulest comments on my then and now pictures that i have ever received, first they accused me of basically stealing someone else's art and just copying it secondly they said that they liked the first one better and that the 'newer' version was not am improvement... it nearly brought me to tears... i mean come on people yeah i know i am 22 but YES I NEARLY CRIED.

my art is my refuge from the cruelty of people i had the exact same people in my class from grade 1 until grade 8 and i was insulted practically the whole time, i had people who i thought were my friends stab me in the back and join in with those who were insulting me, my entire grade 7 and 8 years i was basically the invisible one i rarely spoke up in class, i HATED group projects and did what ever i could to avoid them. when sailor moon came out in my grade 8 year here in canada i started drawing it then, that was in1997, in 2000 i created my very first anime character Selenity and between those times i feel i have greatly improved. and since i cannot delete anything they said on my art i appologize for my ranting.


i only started drawing anime when i was 15 age before that i sucked at pretty much every type of drawing, and only started cg art when i was 18 so personally i feel that i've improved


------
some people are soooooo CREUL!!!!!!!

ok for one thing i did not rip off anyoneon my then and now pictures, the original drawing was done by me when i was first starting in the whole drawing my characters on the computer.

it is completely mine and no one elses

and WHAT THEY MEANT, THEY GOT WORSE WITH TIME I DIDN"T LIKE HOW SHE HAD TURNED OUT BACK THEN BUT KEPT HER LIKE THAT ANYWAYS BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE ACCESS TO THAT PROGRAM AT HOME, I DIDN'T BLUR SOMEONE ELSE'S PICTURE THEN COPY IT THAT ONE IS MINE AND MINE ALONE, YES THE POSE ITSELF WAS REFERENCED THAT WAS ALL

BUT SHEESH PEOPLE WHAT A WAY TO HIT SOMEONE WHEN THEY ARE DOWN, I DO MY DRAWINGS FOR MYSELF AND FOR MY WAY OF ESCAPING THE PEOPLE WHO INSULT ME. FUCK THIS IS THE REASON WHY I LIVE OUT OF MY ROOM I THOUGHT I WAS JOINING SHEEZY AND DEVIANT BECAUSE THE PEOPLE HERE WERE NICE AND ONLY 'SUGGESTED' WAYS OF IMPROVEMENT BUT NEVER INSULTING SOMEONE'S ART