Posted

May 2nd 2005

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Playful

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karma . alicia keys

so its been a quite interesting weekend ... the cute guy that i met last week and i went out on friday and saturday... and sunday ... mmmmm surprised? i was surprised too!!! iam not hopping on one foot but giddy happy ... and in better spirits.

on the other hand it seems iam somehow the week`s item, the guy at the show asked me out but iam soo not interested plus hes a freak "could you please pop again by my stand" call was quite lame! geez

is this the change i needed? i think its more of a tylenol change ... that will help me get thru whatever i need to get thru at this point, so i dont have to keep on feeling stuck nor depressed? as i say life has a funny way to turn things around and karma should play on my part since i have been a good girl lately ..

i might sending myself for another heartbreak maybe but i guess its the way the wheel turns and iam thankful i have learned n grown stronger so to take the next hit better...

we`ll see how it works out, i have no desire to rush things, just enjoy this moment at which iam feeling better, any quest of meaning of life, love or death wont be found away so i might as well chill for a while until the feelings catch up with me again and i have to start over again...