I Come Last

It's a pic that I have drawn when I was down. This is my type of art, anime yet dark and expressive if you get the meaning, not like usual anime character designs and all (no offnse meant, it's just how I see them).
Based on a poem i wrote:

46th - I Come Last

A friend in need,
Is a friend indeed,
I tend to follow the rule,
But on whom its fair?

A friend in need,
Is a friend indeed,
I tend to break and rot,
But who really cares?

Them first,
Them second,
Them third,
And I am last.

I come last for I am generous,
I never put myself on the front,
Never to be selfish,
But never to be seen.

I come last I come last,
Never putting myself to the front,
I help and still help,
But what happens when people reject me?

Forever last forever last,
I'm not the selfish bitch, yet they tell me so,
I'm always last I'm always last,
But who got the courage to put me first?