Emerald Star

This is Emerald Star's character "Emerald" on gaia ^^ Not her avi, but a character she created.
I recreated the face over and over and nothing would work out. I am disatisfied even now! It drives me insane. o.o If I didn't love the knees I would drop this whole picture v.v But this is a step in my life I think.. so I let it exist.. I don't know v.v There's not always a lot I'm satisifed with in my own work anyways
I just watched an autobiography about a playwright o.o He always wrote and he burned to write and what kept him going was the next play would be better and that's why he had to keep going o.o