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.:+Voices+:.

Why can’t I ever be left alone?
To think my own thoughts?
To live my own life?

It seems that I can’t.
Family interferes.
People want to get inside my head.

I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!
MY MIND SHOULD FREE,
NOT SHARED WITH SOMEONE ELSE
WHEITHER FRIEND OR NOT!
AND WHEITHER OR NOT THEY ACTUALLY CARE FOR MY OWN WELL BEING!

I need my space.
I need my time.
I need my mind back in place.

Feels like I can’t do anything right anymore.
Not at school.
Not at home.
Not in relationships with friends and family.

FUCK!
WHY WON’T THESE VOICES LEAVE ME!
I WANT TO BE ALONE!
I DON’T WANT TO BE PLACED SOMEWHERE I KNOW I DON’T BELONG IN!

FUCK YOU ALL!
I HOPE YOU DIE!
I HOPE I DIE!
… Soon.

I’m failing.
I’m falling,
Down right into the pits of despair.
I WANT OUT!
CAN’T YOU FUCKING HEAR ME SHOUT!?

I’m ashamed of what I’ve become.
I don’t want to do this anymore.
But can anyone hear me?
No.
Can anyone see me?
No.
Can anyone feel my pain?
No.

I’m alone.
No.
I’m not alone.
I’ve got them…