"I wish the tear you made had left me wide open to everyone. Open on display for everyone to see my ugly insides.
I had hoped that the wound that you left would do me good in the end, instead of making me cower in a corner more from the lights of their inspecting tools. Proding deep inside me to see me at all. Just to catch a view. Am I even still here?
I had wanted the rip to leave me exposed and make me face them. Make me open up to people. Make me tell them things I didn't want to.
Instead it left me a scar. Thicker than the original covering, making it harder for them to reach me at all. This dark hole I've hid myself in get's quite lonely, but I can't get out of myself.
I need someone to hurt me again so that I can open up. Like you tried to do, but failed. I know you hurt me for a purpose. Or so you said. But, as the result is seen now, it didn't work."
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Nikolaj Says:
there is One that can open you up, and fill you with healing love.
But then the uglyness inside needs to go to make room for something that fills you up.
Great image with fitting and gripping comment. Very recognisable.