Deciever

Deciever

Deciever, why do I still love you?
Deciever, why do I still care?
You\'ve erased me from your life.
Why in my heart are you still there?

I wish that I could hate you
Wipe away all memory of you
It\'s not so easy
Because my feelings were always true.

Even though you\'ve misjudged me
Even though you stabbed me through the heart
Deciever, I still love you
Together or forever apart.

And though I know that we will never have closure
You will never allow my soul to rest.
Though all memory of you now brings pain
The years that you were with me were the best.

I will never speak to you
Never again shall we meet
Deciever, how I wish that I knew why
You crushed my heart beneath your feet.

With no explanation, with no remorse
With no compassion, you pushed me away by force.
Convincing yourself that a lie was true.
Cruel Deciever, why do I still have feelings for you?