Even though the text may be your main purpose behind it, I feel like it's really blocky and more of an eyesore than the rest of the image, which has a nice idea behind it but seems kinda sloppy.
I hate to be the downer, hell i hate to be the guy who says "you know, this is not the end."
But someone has to say it, and i'll be damned if i don't at least say SOMETHING helpful. I understand what you're going through, having your heart shot out 3-4 times and put into a blender on puree can do that to a person. But still, even if one door closes, many others can indeed open.
Yes i know i'm being presumptuous, or perhaps even a bit of a know it all. And i don't mean to be that way. But sometimes you got to evaluate life as it is, and look at the way things are. Yes life can be rough and sometimes, it can be a dick. Life has all sorts of unexpected twists and turns. But that doesn't mean to just up and give up, giving up is the last thing you want to do.
Instead think of all the people and friends you've met, no matter how big or significant they are. Yes, you may not have someone close to fix the gaping maw of your heart. But at least you have people to help you through hard and harsh times. You could be worse off, you could have no one there to help, and be all alone. Hell worse yet, you could go into a fit of unfurled rage.
But here's the bottom line, don't let it control you. You have friends in high and low places, and people who follow you for your art or maybe even opinions. I know this piece was meant as a vent, but i've seen a lot of venting from you as of late.
Venting is good, i understand and i really do think it's healthy. But sometimes venting so much can bleed you dry. Even in a world full of happiness and joy, you need a grain of sadness in your shoe to keep you from jumping off a cliff. Emotions can be empowering and overpowering, and sometimes controlling.
Just work your way through, and never quit. Always push upwards and forwards even if the path seems dark. Somehow there will always be a light at the end, be it candle or otherwise.
chi you just need to start feeling good
No matter how much it hurts