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Dread
I rinse my my face with water hoping it will wash away my problems
I look up into the mirror to see that I still have them
Stressing over everything
I look out my window to see the setting sun
Today was a bright and sunny day
Even still, my mind was coated with gray
Laboring my mind with questions a bound
My mind restlessly will not sleep
My dreams are invaded by haunting voices
Without the confidence to decide for myself
I sit here watching my thoughts tear down the walls of my mind
Feeling like a prisoner in my head
Where I feel so numb like whatever I touch is dead
Yet emotions still flow throughout my body
My veins throb with anxiousness
My heart pumps with curious patience
And my mind trying to make a decision
To tell my heart to calm down
To settle the throbbing that plagues my body
Watching the night swiftly bring it's sounds of silence
Sitting ever patiently trying to decide
My heart and my mind stop me from my life
They hold time still
I reside in the riddles of myself
So I contemplate everything and lie to myself
Because I cannot decide
Because I am afraid
So I hide behind my act and continue my charade
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