Dear Diary

Dear Diary

Dear Diary
It's good to have one last thing close to me
Remember that girl I told you about?
Well, I still can't believe how things turned out
She was beautiful and wonderful
Yet the world pushed her down
She was my everything
But I couldn't make her see
She was my world, my reason
But she moved farther from me
Now my world is crumbling all around
Now I am falling so far down…
Dear Stephanie, I'm so sorry
I couldn't make you see
You were my whole life
My darling, my meaning
But you left me for that thing
Now I'm crashing down
Didin't know I could feel so numb
I miss you with all my heart
And if I still have one, with all my soul
Please, come back to me
Can't you hear my crying
And I miss you so much more than I thought
Was ever possible
Even as my body falls apart
I'm still reaching for you
Why can't the distance be a little bit less
So I can hold you once again
So I can love you, for the rest of my life
Will that ever happen?
Can you ever love me back…?
Please, Stephanie…I'm begging, please...