My Song, My Soul

My Song, My Soul

You know that I smile when I hear your name
Do you feel the same?
When you see my face, what is it you feel?
Is it bliss, is it fear, is it something unreal?

I realise that I’m a jerk sometimes
But you know that I love you, since I’m rhyming these rhymes
I may not be the smartest, I know I have no brawn
But you’ve told me before that you miss me when I’m gone

I aint gonna tell you that I’m over here crying
I aint dying
But I've got something to say
I want you, right here, right now, not any other way

I’m not asking for a long-term plan
I have no ring in my hand, I aint joining your clan
But I really don’t think that we should be shy
So what do you say, you wanna give this a try?

Cause I think that you like me, like you said in the past
And I hope that for choices, that I aint your last
You once said that it depended on me
Well I think that I passed, I just hope you agree

You know what I hate about it the most?
Sometimes I get pissed at myself, wish I was a ghost,
Sometimes I think that you don’t like me in the least
So I may as well be a ghost, may as well be deceased

But then I calm myself down, I hear your voice in my head
And I think to myself, “bitch please, you aint better off dead”
Just need to let you know, being with you is my aim
Cause I think that you like hearing the sound of my name

I know I'm not the perfect guy for you
I know that not just anyone will do
Im singing these words, I pray I'm not wrong,
Cause this is my soul, this is my song