full p.2

i am full today

full with things that should not be

full with hate

hate is in my ribs

poundpoundpounding against my ribs in a rhythmic pounding way

full with tears that do not come

full with song that will not sing

full with envy for the birds that bring me
here

full with all the things you said to me

full with feeling and filled to fullness

full enough my brains are fucked

fucked enough that i am full

today i am full and filled

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