Be careful

Be careful

( rambles just pure rambles doesn't matter who is who)
Ask yourself, are you really dead?
How do you know if you are really alive?
Be quiet.
Heh, who are you ?
They said this would be the response.
Bastard.
No one ever said you’d like this.
Who are you?
That is the wrong question to answer.
Can you be alive yet be dead to everything?
Is death such a terrible thing?
You don’t know do you.
BASTARD!
There are those that it avoids.
Why?
Because they’re actually dead.
It never repeats a mission, it is too perfect for that.
What?
It never does anything in vain.
Never say never…
Who ever said that should be dead.
I’m assuming that person is.
Be quiet!
Again, I repeat are you really dead?
I LIVE I’M ALIVE!!!
I want to go home.
There is no home.
I WANT TO GO HOME!
They’ll get you if you scream like that.
Who?
Them.
YOU’RE NOT ANSWERING ME!
You’re not ready to ask the question and you are not ready to hear the answer.
They can’t get me.
Only they can determine that.
Who are THEY?
No one can tell you, no one has ever beheld existence there, with them.
You are beginning to feel that nausea, you are beginning to see the gray you are going to die.
I thought I was dead.
You were.
Why is it not cold here?
There is nothing to feel I can’t tell you if anything.
Why?
There is nothing here, as are you, nothing.
FUCKING … what are you talking about?
Absolutely nothing.
You’re an idiot.
One thing is certain, I’m extremely sure you’d enjoy freewill and persistently scream without it.
No…
It is never in vain.
How bad does everything have to be when you can’t even call death death and life life?
To be numb is a merciful darkness.
Only from the start.