~Come mister tally man tally me banana~
I didn't draw the laptop screen.
I didn't really want to.
Because then I'd have to fail at drawing a bunch of windows and stuff.
Man, I'm suddenly remembering the days I was working with people who were planning to go into art professionally. A part of me wishes I could have kept up and kept getting better and stayed with them rather than get left behind after a year or so of lost determination.
And then I realized I like being silly, more. It's more natural for me. Regardless of if it looks bad.
I can't output silly and serious together well. But I can sometimes act silly and take things seriously. Which is where a lot of my problems start. When I can't see that line between what I see as play and serious is when I can do more harm to myself than good. Realizing the problem, however, is not the same as solving it.
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