Fenris Is a Part of Who I Am...

"...But He is not me.

My name is Achi'iren Fenrir
long in the bloodline of the Ga-Deitan Fenris.
He who claimed Omega
And stood beside Lokain in defiance of the Righteous
Is of the past. He is not me.

Yet who am I
But one that has been in my Ancestor's shayd
One to hide the Truth of my Lineage
For the Shame that the banal Fenris
had begotten on those He'd sired and left behind?

Looking forward
I see that I have much to do
to Clear the filth from my Predestined Path
...
Best ta make a new one. Life is too short for one such as myself.

Why use wha's already there and used?
Why not Forge anew? Forge a mighty Blayd
To cleave a Path of my own? Forge...
Not unlike another of my Ancestors
The Mighty Hephaestus, Blacksmithe of the 'Gods'...

Blood has been shed
Tears and sweat... Dried on my Blaydes
Yin and Yang; the Donryu...
To rid the world, the universe, all of existance...
Of what..? Who knows anymore... I've forgotten.

Odj'n might know... Or Saelver...
Mebbe... Even He might remember.
Why I fight? Why I strive ta get stronger?
Why I care? Why I go on living?
My forbidden desires and lusts afterall, Tarnished is... Or is He?

So much to learn, so much room to grow
I step out of my Ancestor's Shayd; No longer Silver Fenrir
Though Fenrir stays as my Sired name; Achi'iren Fenrir
I will take on the name given to the joint Form of myself
And the One known as Odj'n that Rests within..."

LOL Sorry for the soliliquy :p It's kinda tying up loose ends and explaining a lot of my RP history/status and whatnot. It's pretty lengthy and ties through a lot of RPers' storylines, so it does have a kind of mythos going on due to my overboardityness with the OL RPs a while back with a few buds... and then some

Someday, I'm probably gonna get around into making it into a comic. Tha's the goal LOL But with my lazy ass? :p

Oh, the "joint Form"? Well, okay, more RP stuff. When I'd absorbed Odj'n into my body willingly about more than a half a year ago, Odj'n was comatose. But being extremely powerful, He was still able ta influence me even in an unconcious state! My id, Tarnished, basically my 'evil' side, merged with this 'influence' of Odj'n and formed a new id that referred to himself as Odj'n. But due to him being in my brain and not really being all there, the id had ta use my knowledge to put things together to function right. So, due to my mythril-dyed fur at the time, he played off of this and called himself 'Silverwulf Odj'n', or 'Saelver' for short.

Currently, there's been a few changes from that situation. If ya'd Watched me, ya'd know about Odj'n being fully awake now and sharing my body and soul willingly. But every now and then, Saelver's used for some reason or another, usually for fights, since Achi'iren (myself) doesn't like to fight much anymore, and Odj'n can't fight; He'd simply obliterate any that stand before Him. Saelver's the perfect combatant, with my power level and Odj'n's knowledge

Anywho, don't pay any attention to the blood. It's all symbolic :p
...Mebbe (grin)