Salvation.

So many times
I’ve tried, tried to be something
Always failed, failing as we speak
You were the only thing, the ONLY thing making me feel
Making me feel like I was something, like there was no other
You said,
“No one can even TRY to come in-between us.”
Oh, how wrong I was to think that was TRUE

I’m bleeding,
I’m dying
Slowly but surely, losing all of this blood
I’m crying, still dying
Surely love must have something more to this
Bleeding,
And dying,
Slowly fading away wishing you were here with me…

I try to be me, but who am I?
Crimson red blood, pouring so smoothly
I’m a fake
I’m a failure
Why do you love me?
…Why DID you love me?
[[Do you still love me?]]
[[Is that the truth?]]
All of these questions
Dead, and unanswered
You don’t know how it feels
Love never turns out right.

I’m bleeding,
I’m dying
Slowly but surely, losing all of this blood
I’m crying, still dying
Surely love must have something more to this
Bleeding,
And dying,
Slowly fading away wishing you were here with me…

I’ve come to realise my life will always feel like a nightmare
Running away from the bad things,
Never facing them as problems
Slowly being devoured by my demons
I’m haunted, dying, fading…

I’m bleeding,
I’m dying
Slowly but surely, losing all of this blood
I’m crying, still dying
Surely love must have something more to this
Bleeding,
And dying,
Slowly fading away wishing you. Were. Here. With-

Isn’t anyone coming to save me?
You were my salvation
My one and only
The thing that SAVED me from myself
Nothing can save me now.
And nothing will.
[size=6]I love you.[/size]